FIELD NOTE 2.37 - I have never loved like this.

Until this semester I did not truly appreciate the power of writing. I used to write every day without really thinking about it - school essays, emails, text messages. Now I am here and each word seems heavy as it leaves me.

Writing here I also find that I am now able to say things that I never would have been able to say in Richmond. Words like love and lost. I have never written like this before, I have never loved like this.
Sometimes when I write I feel as if I spread outward, flowing down the hallways and into the infinite. Somewhere my words are still growing, still continuing.
I finally feel that yes growing inside me.